T Minus 1 day

Ultrasound day is tomorrow!!! I am a hot mess with mostly excitement.  Everytime I worry that I am not pregnant, I throw up so that helps keep me positive.  With the twins I bled early on due to a subchorionic hemorrhage.  I was terrified and it made it so hard to get to the ultrasound.  This time has been easier in that I have had no scary moments.  I just have been on and on with symptoms that make me want to pass out and throw up.  Oh pregnancy.  But then I am reminded how much I appreciate them when I woke up this morning and felt halfway normal.  That was real scary.  Then I got up and started feeling crappy again so that was encouraging again.  Hopefully our first selfie comes together and we are all happy and healthy.




6 Weeks Today

Something about being 6 weeks pregnant makes me feel so real.  4 and 5 weeks sounds like pretend pregnant. Like it’s still up in the air to me. But 6 weeks is on our way to being serious.

Let’s start with the madness- we listed our house last night.  It had to happen.  We are out of bedrooms. We are going to build our forever home and we are so excited about it!! We are meeting with our builder tonight at 3:30 to start the process however here’s the kicker- we will have to rent first.  We will rent while they build our house after we sell our current home.  I hate the idea of renting. HATE IT. Like a lot but I know it will be a short term situation.

I have a girl at work that wants to look at our house.  It will be a blessing and a 10,000 dollar curse if she buys it.  Regardless of her mentioning it we still went ahead and listed it.  If she buys it and we wouldn’t have needed a realtor, I will be pissed we paid the extra to have one but timing is everything right now so we had to get it on the market.  My ULTIMATE goal is to sell, rent, and move in to our home before the baby comes.  That is a long shot but if we sold within the month, it COULD happen.  I am telling myself it won’t happen just to be prepared and will be thrilled if we move before the baby comes.

Here is the bumpdate… Hoping to stay up to date on these weekly

How far along: 6 weeks!!

Baby is the size of: a pea with a beating heart!

Total weight gain: I just weighed myself this week.  Being on shots and hormones makes me wonder what we will see in increases and decreases.


  • Nausea has begun! Mostly in the morning after about an hour of being awake and around 3-5 pm.  No fun but reminds me all is going well in there.
  • Had headaches weeks 4 and 5 but nothing since.

Food cravings: None – carbs- mostly because they settle the best.

Things that make me queasy: Nothing specifically

Maternity clothes: Nothing yet.  Although I am so bloated from the meds.

Sleep: Good! I am exhausted at night. I don’t even look at my phone. I hit the pillow and it’s over

Purchases for baby: Nothing from us but a friend bought a teddy bear 🙂

Purchases for mama: Nothing yet- maybe some herbal teas this weekend.

Best moment this week: Knowing we are 1 week closer to seeing a heartbeat and breathing a breath of relief.

Miss anything?  Not yet!

Looking forward to: Growing the bump, baby getting bigger, getting out of 1st trimester, announcing on FB….I could go on for days! I am also increasingly excited about telling my students!

The Bump: Nothing from this baby. Still normal clothes and just a medication bloat.  I do feel bigger as the day goes on.  Lots of leggings 🙂

We told some family and friends and have kept it from others as we wait for the ultrasound.  I can’t believe we are in this place.  A baby, a master’s degree, 2 moves ahead, and oh, the holidays are coming.  WOW. Life 🙂

I was on a roll!!

I was posting and keeping up with things so well!  And then I forgot to post yesterday’s second beta.

Having to wait 4 days instead of 2 to find my doubling time felt awful at first.  However Karen was gone this weekend so I was a single mom who had zero time to even think about it.  She arrived home Monday and yall- single mamas are my real life heroes.  There is no way I was made for that life.  It was tough.

Tuesday morning came and I went to the clinic.  I hadn’t POAS since my first beta but not because I didn’t want to.  I just didn’t have any and therefore I was not in the position to.  I was confident I wasn’t pregnant and this was all over.

I am very much pregnant. Second beta came back at 1,044.  136% increase over the first and a doubling time of 39 hours.  Ultrasound is scheduled for November 9th.  I am soooo excited but soooo in denial!!! When will it feel real? When I am barfing? No symptoms is weird!!!!

We are telling some really close family tonight and a few more this weekend and the rest will wait until after the ultrasound.

Baby S coming in June 2019!!! !

It’s here…..BETA DAY!

How come once your 2ww is over it feels like it flew?  When in the midst of it….literally seconds feel like decades and it’s exhausting on all fronts.  Life is silly like that.

Karen left for Florida last night and the kids and I had an action packed evening of a family night at school and baths at Gigi’s house and then they came home and got to bed an hour late at 8:00.  They slept through the night and I am hoping that continues as Karen is gone.

We woke up this morning and since my blood draw wasn’t until 7:30, we had a little extra time.  They ate breakfast, got dressed and we were at daycare making it look easy at 7:00! I grabbed Chikfila for breakfast and was at my appointment by 7:25.

Blood draw and viola.  Now we wait.  I tested this morning after having a very small amount of brown spotting last night.  I know it’s normal and brown is fine but it is always a little scary especially after having a chemical pregnancy back in the day.  But this morning I had nothing and all has been fine all day.  I barely even noticed last night.

They will probably call after 1:00 today and my stomach is in knots waiting for that number.  What has me more in knots is that my favorite nurse said we probably wouldn’t get a blood draw on Sunday to see it doubling.  We would probably have to wait until Tuesday. WWWHHHATTTT.  I will die!!!

So I am anxious to hear how that all unfolds.  I haven’t heard from the bank either which looks like it will be next week.  Rats.

Beta number to be announced as soon as the phone call rolls in!



Beta Tomorrow

I have gotten used to this daily post and even though I didn’t POAS today, I wanted to share some feelings about this pregnancy (that may or may not be confirmed tomorrow).  It’s sooooo different getting a BFP now that I have kids.  It’s exciting but so much less worrisome than with the twins.  I would be devastated if this didn’t end happily but a different devestated than before the twins.  Maybe that makes me a bad person but I am loving the stress free feeling of this round.

In another topic- if we are pregnant- we have two large purchases in our future.  One of them is a home and one is a car.  Karen only has a Jeep Compass and will need a third row.  We are looking at Honda Pilot’s right now but wow! Sticker shock.  We need to move. Like yesterday.  We have looked and looked and looked and looked.  Literally.  We have looked at every house in our price point (some twice) and in the neighborhoods we want.  So we are looking at building.

I believe in “God things” ya’ll and there may be one in our future.  I spoke with a lender and he said that Jagoe homes require that we put down whatever the loan requires be put down in order to begin building our home.  Well we would get a conventional loan and that requires 5% down.  On a 260,000 home that would be 13,000 and we don’t have that liquid until we sell our home.  We can’t sell our home before they begin building because we don’t have anywhere to go in the interim.

Well I called our credit union to see if there was anything we could do.  She said “Well I noticed you have a school corporation email. Do you happen to be a teacher?”  I told her I was and I continued to tell her my wife worked with the schools as well.  She told me they have a BRAND NEW loan called the Community Hero 100 grant that requires 0% down!! She told me it’s so new that not only has she never done it, but no one in their entire credit union has done it and therefore she would have to get back to us on how exactly to apply because the loan isn’t even an option to choose on their computer software yet.  She was so kind and is hoping this works out as much as we are!!! She said I should hear from her today or tomorrow.  I am sooooooooooo praying this works out!!!!!!

Leaving me hoping for a positive beta, a home loan to build our dream home, and eventually a new vehicle for Karen.  Who has a money tree I can water and why are kids so expensive before they go to school?  EEK!



p.s. I am getting my flu shot today and for someone who is doing PIO every night- I am not looking forward to this needle stick.